L-R: Anna Martine Freeman and Alice McCarthy in ROTTERDAM. Photo by Hunter Canning. |
When
her boyfriend, Josh (Ed Eales-White), introduces Alice (Alice McCarthy) to his
gay kid sister Fiona (Anna Martine Freeman), Alice can no longer remain in
denial of the truth she has known but refused to admit even to herself since
she was nine years old: Alice “likes” Fiona and doesn’t really “like” Josh in
the same way. In fact, Alice has always
“liked” girls rather than boys. In fact,
Alice is a lesbian.
Fiona
has been out of the closet for years but Alice still is not – and doesn’t come
out fully even after they become lovers.
Oh, a few people know - including Josh, of course, with whom Alice
remains close friends and Lelani (Ellie Morris), Alice’s young, gay, ditzy
co-worker - but her parents don’t know and Alice is reluctant to tell them. Indeed, the reason Alice has remained in
Rotterdam for the past seven years has been to avoid returning home to England
where she’d be forced to tell them.
And
then, when Alice finally summons up the courage to e-mail her parents with the
truth but before she manages to hit “send,” Fiona discloses that she has an
even more momentous announcement to make: Fiona is transgender; she has always
known that she is really a man and, while she may or may not ultimately opt to
undergo transsexual surgical procedures, from now on she wants to live as one;
her - or rather his - new man’s name is Adrian.
Alice
and Fiona – I mean Adrian (or do I?) – are truly in love. But how can that be? If Alice is in love with Adrian and Adrian is
a man, does that mean that Alice really isn’t a lesbian after all? If Fiona was a woman (at least in Alice’s
eyes) and Adrian is a man, are Fiona and Adrian really the same person? Might Alice have been in love with Fiona and
not now be in love with Adrian? But how
can that be if Adrian doesn’t really believe that he is changing but is only
belatedly admitting to himself and others who and what he always has been?
And
what of Josh and Adrian? If Josh only
lost Alice to Fiona because Alice was a lesbian and Fiona was a woman but Alice
is no longer a lesbian and Fiona is now a man, does that mean that Josh has a
second shot at wooing Alice? And if
Alice is still a lesbian and Adrian truly loves her, is he prepared to go back
to being Fiona for her sake?
Rotterdam by Jon Brittain is a
beautifully written play, not only heart-wrenching but highly entertaining,
simultaneously dramatic, comedic, and thought-provoking. It is a plea for greater understanding of the
pain endured by many in the LGBTQ world but, even more than that, it is an
exploration into the very nature of “identity.”
Is
“identity” the core that is left when we peel away all the outer layers of
race, sex, sexual orientation, ethnicity, and whatever biological or cultural
traits we may express – what many might see as our fundamental selves, our
essences, our spirits or our souls? Or
is it quite the opposite: is there no such core at all, is the idea of a “self”
or a “soul” a mere illusion, and is it the sum total of all those outer layers
– our race, sex, sexual orientation, ethnicity, and whatever other biological
or cultural traits we may express – that constitute our true identities?
In
Rotterdam, Jon Brittain may not
answer all those questions – no one really could, certainly not to everyone’s
satisfaction anyway – but he gives us lots to think about and that’s more than
enough.
Ed
Eales-White, in his role as Josh, conveys warmth and sensitivity in his relationships both with his lost love, Alice, and with his
kid sister, Fiona (now his kid brother, Adrian). Ellie Morris as Lelni adds just the right
comedic touch to this otherwise heartbreaking production as a gay naïf, all
firecrackers and silver lame, who somehow manages to evade the advances of her
boss – a married man twice her age and her father’s best friend – while yet
benefiting from living rent-free with him and his family. Alice McCarthy plays Alice with the perfect
balance of propriety, loyalty, vulnerability, and uncertainty that the role
demands. And Anna Martine Freeman pulls
off the toughest role of all: she is both lesbian Fiona and transgender Adrian –
and she forces us to believe it.
Ellan
Parry’s set design on a small stage that lesser designers might have found
limiting also deserves recognition. It
is all primary colors and larger than life murals with doors leading in and out
of unseen corridors, capturing the intensity of the emotional roller-coaster on
stage. And a cleverly concealed closet
for coming in and out – both literally and figuratively.
Having
played to sold-out audiences in London (where it won the prestigious Olivier
Award), Rotterdam currently is
making its US premiere as part of this year’s Brits Off Broadway program at
59E59 Theaters on East 59th Street in Manhattan. I urge you to see it.